Seriously, I can't be the only one that gets off on reading things like "I'm too old/young/damaged/ugly for him :(", on reading about that little voice in your head that tells you it can only end up in tears.
I want that voice to have corporal form - an alien entity that gets its energy from low self-esteem and doubt. It takes a humanoid form and inserts itself in the memories of the crew. It becomes a crew member, like it's always been there. No one questions its presence. Just another crew member minding his/her own business.
The thing is it doesn't mind its own business. It constantly says things like "Eh, Jim, what a day. Things like that make you think that Frank was right when he beat the crap out of you, huh?" or "No I don't think s/he taken, Scotty but honestly, why would a guy/girl like him/her would go out with an unwashed, balding Scotsman who smells on grease and sounds like he should be herding sheep, not be in charge of a flagships."
No one questions how it knows those things, no one questions the things it says, no one thinks "hey, sh/e shouldn't be saying that!"
Make it ultra-angsty. Hit every insecurity you think they have.
Think Depspair Squid meets Adam.
if pairings, I am not opposed to Kirk/Bones, Uhura/Spock, Scotty/anyone
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Insecurity and low-self-esteem kink
Seriously, I can't be the only one that gets off on reading things like "I'm too old/young/damaged/ugly for him :(", on reading about that little voice in your head that tells you it can only end up in tears.
I want that voice to have corporal form - an alien entity that gets its energy from low self-esteem and doubt. It takes a humanoid form and inserts itself in the memories of the crew. It becomes a crew member, like it's always been there. No one questions its presence. Just another crew member minding his/her own business.
The thing is it doesn't mind its own business. It constantly says things like "Eh, Jim, what a day. Things like that make you think that Frank was right when he beat the crap out of you, huh?" or "No I don't think s/he taken, Scotty but honestly, why would a guy/girl like him/her would go out with an unwashed, balding Scotsman who smells on grease and sounds like he should be herding sheep, not be in charge of a flagships."
No one questions how it knows those things, no one questions the things it says, no one thinks "hey, sh/e shouldn't be saying that!"
Make it ultra-angsty. Hit every insecurity you think they have.
Think Depspair Squid meets Adam.
if pairings, I am not opposed to Kirk/Bones, Uhura/Spock, Scotty/anyone